Iyess..finally yesterday I finished all twenty books, yeah actually there was two books that not connected to the series, so.. 18 books lah. I've actually started reading this series for a long time, but it does not sort by number. But my goal since last year is to start reading it again from the beginning in order. Start of Along Came A Spider until most recently books was Alex Cross, Run.

This book tells the story of the Washington PD homicide detective, Alex Cross. His murder itself usually tells of a psychopathic serial killer. Ranging from child abduction, murder prostitute and others. Alex Cross went on to become one of the most recognizable killer profiler in DC. Alex even had to join the FBI but due to long working hours, he finally returned to the Washington PD. Oh after leaving the FBI he had opened his own practice as well (he's a graduate psychology) before joining back to the police.

Actually, of all the characters that later appeared, my favorite is Kyle Craig, FBI special agent. He emerged from the first book, but in the sixth book, Roses Are Red he turned into the villain. But I still love his  style, Mastermind, haha .. one of my favorite villains. Unfortunately in the Fourteenth book, Cross Fire, he died. And the death of was really anticlimax. I expect that he will repent and turn to be good again but it was James Patterson had another mind -_-.

By the way, maybe this year will be published one or two books of this series, but JP had not told anyway.. So we can only wait....

ALEX CROSS SERIES

1. Along Came A Spider,  1993

2. Kiss The Girls, 1995

3. Jack And Jill, 1996

4. Cat And Mouse, 1997

5. Pop Goes The Weasel, 1999

6. Roses Are Red, 2000

7. Violets Are Blue, 2001

8. Four Blind Mice, 2002

9. The Big Bad Wolf, 2003

10. London Bridges,

11. Mary, Mary , 2006

12. Cross, 2006

13. Double Cross, 2007

14. Cross Country, 2009

15. Alex Cross's Trial, 2009 (Its not included in the series)

16. I, Alex Cross , 2009

17. Cross Fire, 2010

18. Kill Alex Cross, 2011

19. Merry Christmas, Alex Cross, 2012 (Its not included in the series)

20. Alex Cross, Run , 2013

So..this is the day that my guardian born. Just wanna say Happy birthday to him, whenever he was right now..and hope all the best for him!!

Happy birthday Andreaz, best wishes for you!!

Seven days left until his birthday, but till now I do not know why my feelings still unsettled. Have you ever fall in love with someone that you do not know, whose faces you've never seen? that even his full name alone you don't know. Sometimes I think, I was naive because I always imagined that I love him. But now I'm sure that I just half in love with him, hehe.

After all this time, I still hope that someday I will get to see him, perhaps for the first time and the last, but getting here, chances are I've got smaller and smaller. So I have four stupid scenarios, that are looking for him, waiting for him, give up, or forget him. 

Actually  I've been trying to find him and the result is nil, haha. And I will be foolish if I waiting for him again ( apparently the last time we were in touch was four years ago, oh my..). So the option left is to surrender or forget it, hmm.. difficult choices. 

I think he is my guardian, he always be there when I need him. And the past four years I pretended that someday he will come again to save my day..haha how silly my thought was!.

So I think, its time to forget him, right?. Till April, 26th this year I will wait to convey his last birthday, and after that I wish I will be free. I hope I'll be able to open my eyes, min, and heart for others. In fact the record for someone that filled my heart was pathetic, haha.

I just hope for the last time that my guardian will be happy wherever he is now....